Assignment 11 - Stephanie Bailey

I would say that my biggest fear is letting people down or not living up to other people's expectations of me. I am a huge people pleaser but I don't ever change myself for anybody. I just want to be the girl who seems like she has everything together and the one that every thinks of as nice and caring. I want people to know that I am there for them if they ever need anything and my biggest fear is that will not be the case and I will not be able to help somebody that needs it. I also feel as if I sometimes don't reach my "full potential" as some would call it, but I would say I'm just not reaching that individual's expectations. When it comes to my riding, I always want to make my trainer happy, as is with all sports, but in all reality, it is impossible to be perfect every time. I can't constantly be my best because I'm always going to have one or two bad days which seems justifiable, but to me, it makes me upset. I always want to be the perfect person people expect me to be but what happens when I can't be? That is what I am afraid of.