Fears: losing a loved one, not knowing what to do in life
Annoyances: loud chewing, gulping, breathing, cockiness,
selfishness, offensiveness
Accomplishments: not killing my twin yet, being related
to Thomas Ueland
Confusions: feelings, worthiness, confidence
Sorrows: eating habits, stress relief habits
Dreams: live on the beach, become a gypsy
Idiosyncrasies: sarcasm, weirdness, annoying laugh
Risks: shutting everyone out of my life, vulnerability
Beloved Possessions, Now and Then: then-my blanket now-shells
Problems: dealing with anger and emotion in a
conventional way
Taking risks is a vital part of human life. But when do
we cross the line? How are we supposed to know if our choices are for the best
or if they will lead us to our doom? One problem that plagues me on an everyday
basis is my fear of invulnerability and not letting people into my life. It
sounds much better to avoid suffering and emotions by not letting yourself get
involved, right? In doing this, I am setting myself up for failure and my own
eventual doom. My fear of taking risks or being vulnerable leaves me in a
confused and fragile state a majority of the time.
Many have told me to put myself out there and explore the
unfamiliar. That is easier said than done my friend. In the coming years I hope
to break from my bubble and explore the feeling of vulnerability.
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